waktu !

yap, cuma karena waktu semua berubah! cuma karena waktu semua terjadi! kenapa cuma gara gara waktu semua yang ada bisa menghilang? so I dont know it is! cuma 2 nih yang pengen gue tanyain , first are you avoid me? second are you remember me? and the answer! I DONT KNOW! damn! look at me and really see my heart! everything that I do, reminds me of you boy! gosh, secepat itukah elo? finally you dont care about me! nothing, nothing, nothing and NOTHING! are you avoid me? yap maybe is true! keliatan dari sikap elo yang cuek bebek kayak soang kecebur empang tau gak! dan itu elo! susah banget gue tebak! yaa ampun wahyu, andaikan gue jadi peramal yee! lebih baik sakit di depan yaa daripada sakit di belakang. tapi gue engga mau mikir macem macem, otak gue masih positif yaa! daripada yang engga engga entar gue galau lagi kan berabe -,- now, are you remember me? aduh udah dah mulai galaunya -.- remember yaa? hmm gue engga tau elo masih inget sama gue apa engga, elo masih anggep gue PACAR elo apa engga! tapi satu hal yang pasti gue masih sayang banget sama elo! dan gue juga punya masa lalu yang banyak banget bikin gue belajar. jadi gue engga mau ambil pusing, bukannya gue engga peduli tapi biarin aja deh mengalir apa adanya. apapun hasilnya nanti, gue akan coba terima dan ikhlas dan soo pasti balik lagi ke prinsip awal gue yaitu keep smile dan move on! well im sick of this life and i can erase the things but no i cant! if i only i could find the answer to help me understand! but no one more helped me! what can i do when youre gone when it feels so wrong? what can i say to make me wanna stay? so what can i do, dont leave me this way, cause it feels so wrong. stop all these games cause i just cant say goodbye!

ketika gue terjatuh

hidup tidak akan berarti jika kita tak mengartikan hidup kita, memberi warna seperti gambar dan pandangan harapan untuk hidup yang indah dan harmonis. di mulut ku bernyanyi dalam hatiku berduka. keluh kesah dalam haluan mimpi yang tak akan hilang dan tak akan membuat hati terasa senang.

walau ku terjatuh, ku tetap bangun, ku terus berusaha melewati rintangan ini. ku akan terus menjadi yang terbaik walau hati susah, duka, sedih atau apapun itu. 

hadapi semua dengan semangat, biarkan semua berjalan apa adanya. ku berteriak karena ku tak mampu, ku tak sanggup menjalani ini. terkadang ku lalai dan terpuruk. ku terjatuh dan tergelincir tapi ku selalu bangun membuat apa yang ingin aku lakukan. ku merenung terdiam dan membisu memikirkan bagaimana caranya aku dapat keluar dalam jeritan ini, bagaimana caranya agar ku mampu melewati semua rintangan ini. aku sakit, aku lelah, ku berseru. pahit rasanya walau ku tak sanggup tetapi ku harus terima dengan lapang dada. ku sempat berfikir mengapa semua hal ini harus menimpaku? tapi aku tak akan menyerah bahkan aku akan sangat bangga bila berhasil melewati rintangan hidup yang sementara ini.

kata pepatah yang selalu membuat gua bertahan

1. Saya tidak bangga karena kesalahan saya. Tapi saya bangga karena saya dapat belajar dari kesalahan saya
2. Berhenti mengeluh hidupmu, karena apa yg terjadi dalam hidupmu adalah hasil dari tindakanmu. Jka kamu tak bahagia, perbaikilah! 
3. Jangan biarkan masalah membuat dirimu lupa tuk tersenyum, karena hanya akan buatmu lupa tuk syukuri apa yg kamu miliki saat ini.
4. Kamu tak akan memperoleh apapun dalam hidup jika kamu tak pernah belajar dari kesalahanmu. Belajarlah mendewasakan dirimu. 
5. Berhenti menyesali apa yg telah terjadi di masa lalu. Kegagalan hanya sebuah pelajaran yg mengajarkanmu tuk bisa lebih baik lagi. 
6.  Tersenyumlah, bukan karena kamu tengah bahagia, tapi karena dengan tersenyum kamu membuat dirimu bahagia
7. Berhenti mengeluh masalahmu. Apa yg kamu hadapi hari ini akan membuatmu menjadi pribadi yg lebih baik di kemudian hari
8. Jangan pikirkan mereka yg membencimu, karena mereka hanya iri atas pribadimu yg lebih baik. Abaikan mereka & teruslah melangkah. 
9. Jangan membenci mereka yg membencimu, karena membenci hanya milik mereka yg lemah. Jangan biarkan dirimu seperti mereka.  
10.  Apapun yg terjadi dalam hidupmu, Tuhan punya rencana untukmu. Hal baik dan buruk telah direncanakan dengan akhir yg indah.
11. Setiap cobaan dalam hidup telah menjadikanmu pribadi yg lebih baik. Mereka telah membuatmu semakin kuat. Bersyukurlah.
12. yang terakhir adalah! ayooo SEMANGAT ! BANGKIT ! MOVE ON ! KEEP SMILE DARL :)

soal matematika !

see in bukanlah soal yang selalu elo liat tiap ada ulangan matematika. gue yakin belum ngeliat soalnya aja elo udah males apalagi nyari jawabannya. tapi wait, hold on! ini bukan sembarang soal yang dengan gampang elo cari contekkannya. ini soal tentang elo boy ! seorang detektive aja mungkin engga bisa ngejawab apalagi gue yang cuma seorang PACAR elo! huaa >.< oke chek kenapa gue make soal matematika bukan fisika? hmm sebenernya sama aja sih intinya itu 2 soal paling males gue kerjain ! tapi percaya engga kalau terkadang gue penasaran, apa sih jawabannya? kok bisa segitu jawabannya? yap, itulah elo boy ! serumit apapun elo, tetep aja gue penasaran sama elo. oke bukan addicted yaa but just penasaran. bayangin deh dari semua mantan gue jujur yaa cuma elo cowok yang sangat sulit gue tebak. kenapa? cuma kata kenapa? KENAPA? kenapanya itu yang gue engga tahu! faktanya gue emang enggaa tahu harus make rumus apa buat nyari jawaban tentang elo! rumus yaa? dasarnya aja gue engga tau, see what can I do to know your heart boy? fakta asli gue emang lagi mengerti memahami dan merasakan tentang elo. tapi? nihil woy nihil! elo langsung berubah 180 derajat dari yang tadinya baik menjadi engga baik! cuma males eeh! ya salam gimana engga bete? maybe gue emang tipekel cewek melankolis dan drama queen kali yaa tapi please gue cewek yang NORMAL ! cewek yang sangat sensitif ! gosh, males sumpah males. kasarnya yaa apa iya gue harus kehilangan orang yang gue sayang AGAIN ? ha! damn lah, yap im not human better! first, mama gue udah engga ada (she die). second, temen? sahabat? go to hell lah! nah yaa masa gue harus kehilangan elo sebagai pacar gue? ya ampun sampe iya mending gue engga kenal semua orang deh. so im alone! ngertikan alone? yep SENDIRIAN ! PUAS !? puki sult ! aaaargh >.< engga ada yang tahu isi hati gue kan? yaa emang engga ada! karena engga ada yang peduli juga termasuk bokap gue dan apa harus gue masukin nama elo ke daftar yang engga peduli sama gue? tepatnya jam 01.40 gue nulis ini di kertas yang pada akhirnya gue tuang di blog ! baaangseetoo lah, kaga tidur gue braay ┌П┐ (▶_◀) ┌П┐mungkin gue emang belum terbiasa sama sikap elo yang hmm maybe cuek! patut di garis bawahi tuh yaa MAYBE ! may to the be ! please yaa kasih gue klue aja buat gue bisa nemuin jawabannya. ciluuk baa -,- lagi maen petak umpet yaa? elo sembunyi dimana sih? 24! yep one month ago telah berlalu and nothing special -,- halah emang gue mau berharap apa sih? jadi dewasa aja lah. berharap bunga, coklat, surat lope lope yang menye menye nyasar ke rumah gue gituu? preet semeleketek kali aah LOL :o dan ini baru sebulan cuuy, masih ada next next month kalee. if be longlast wakak. kesimpulannya aja deh capcyuus hmm to be a stronger woman and ikutin aja cara permainan elo. well you did hurt me? oh tidak bisa :p 

#bagi yang sadar ini siapa diem aja yaa hahihuheho ~

addicted

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you


I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway


I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker


Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true


I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way


I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker


How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine


I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you


I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker


I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don’t belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like

When nothing feels alright

You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you’re down

To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one’s there to save you

No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like

When nothing feels alright

You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you’re down

To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one’s there to save you

No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I’m happy 

But I’m not gonna be ok!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don’t know what it’s like

What it’s like!

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you’re down

To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one’s there to save you

No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you’re down

To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one’s there to save you

No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life 

Welcome to my life 

perfect

Hey Dad look at me 

Think back and talk to me 

Did I grow up according 

To plan? 

Do you think I’m wasting 

My time doing things I 

Wanna do? 

But it hurts when you 

Disapprove all along 

And now I try hard to make it 

I just want to make you proud 

I’m never gonna be good 

Enough for you 

I can’t pretend that 

I’m alright 

And you can’t change me 

‘Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

Now it’s just too late 

And we can’t go back 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

I try not to think 

About the pain I feel inside 

Did you know you used to be 

My hero? 

All the days 

You spent with me 

Now seem so far away 

And it feels like you don’t 

Care anymore 

And now I try hard to make it 

I just want to make you proud 

I’m never gonna be good 

Enough for you 

I can’t stand another fight 

And nothing’ alright 

‘Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

Now it’s just too late 

And we can’t go back 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

Nothing’s gonna change 

The things that you said 

Nothing’s gonna make this 

Right again 

Please don’t turn your back 

I can’t believe it’s hard 

Just to talk to you 

But you don’t understand 

‘Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

Now it’s just too late 

And we can’t go back 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

‘Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

Now it’s just too late 

And we can’t go back 

I’m sorry 

I can’t be Perfect 

untitled

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me 

save you

Take a breath

I pull myself together

Just another step till I reach the door

You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something

To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there're so many things that I want you to know

I won't give up till it's over

If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice

Its drowning in a whisper

It's just skin and bones

There's nothing left to take

And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better

If only I could find the answer

To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there're so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till it's over

If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down

I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you

I'll give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall

Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)

If only I could find the answer

To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you

And there're so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till it's over

If it takes you forever I want you to know

(Oh)

I wish I could save you

I want you to know

(Ohohh)

I wish I could save you (oh)  

simple plan

SIMPLE PLAN


Simple Plan adalah grup musik dari Montreal, Quebec, Kanada yang beraliran pop-punk

1.Pierre Bouvier (vokalis)

2. Jeff Stinco (guitar)














3. Chuck Comeau (drum)

4.David Philippe Desrosiers (bass)

5.Sebastien Lefebvre (guitar)

fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find